I just realized- I have been too nice. I never understood why women claimed they had to be a “bitch” in order to get a guy.

I’ve been doing this wonderful thing lately and its called: doing what I want.

It’s absolutely wonderful.

If I am censoring myself in front of a guy or putting on a show for his entertainment, I will run far

                                            far

                                                   away.

I am sassy, high maintenance, lovable, and beautiful. I am a mess and I love that about myself. I say exactly what is on my mind.

I won’t settle for bad behavior and frankly, life is too short to not do what I want and act exactly how I feel in that moment. Call me bipolar, crazy, wild, whatever is on your mind. I can be all of it. I am no essence, but a whirlwind of indescribable ideals.

I will not let anyone ever again push my boundaries. I know what I want. I will not let anyone get away with making me feel subordinate, treating me less simply because they are “testing the waters” to see how much I will put up with.

And yes, I used to be the girl that put up with it all. I was afraid of losing you; losing anyone.

But now I see that it all doesn’t matter, I am fine with myself.

Life is too short not be a fucking bitch. <3